Halfway done with a Psychology Major, French and biochemistry double minor, pre med bachelor’s degree. How ridiculously ambitious, mwahahah.
But the good grades keep coming, the beautiful people keep falling into my lap and the sadness that makes me grateful continues to make me humble.
I’m teaching yoga sculpt this next semester. That’s so beyond ridiculous, haha. I can hardly believe it…. And there is so much to do… But there is so much cause for happiness.
Oh, my love, if you still read this at all, (and I’m intoxicated) please say something, it would make me really happy.
terrible moments of irrational sadness are really something. It takes a war in my brain to make me do anything productive when I’m like this.
But it certainly got the laundry done in avoidance of the homework.
And yet I keep thinking.. ” I should do this, so I don’t regret it tomorrow.”
The growing light of an unoffensive sunrise wakes us up slowly. It’s like having a living picture gently grow brighter at our side. And the air, the feel of the place is so new, so exciting and just… clean. And things are moving. Growing, changing.
I’m so happy. I wake and I think, there is a clean kitchen for cooking, coffee and tea waiting, a lover to wake with kisses and a view to admire. There are books waiting to be put away, sorted and relived through a touch of the title. And what do I have to do in the day? Look forward to teaching yoga.Volunteering at the hospital tonight. Applying to be a Dr.’s scribe at another hospital. Prepare for summer classes (easy A’s.)
And just watch the world through our wall-sized windows on the 13th floor of our new apartment building.
And now there is time too, to start investing the people in my life. And for some reason Pandora is being especially awesome today.
Music is such a great shapper. It’s almost like the cup into which the happiness pours, dictating the type of drink, but not the flavor.